I'm alive!

I doubt anyone will check out my journal lol but I figured I'd say that I've been back most recently, since halloween.

I made myself a new account to start out fresh. I figure I'd give any old friends a chance to follow my art over if they wished too.



I know I was gone a long ass time. I had gone into a artist block and kinda stopped drawing for a long while until recently.

^ ^

Now I'mma kinda coming back with some more simple things.

Rawr.

Thought I'd change this thing. and oh look.. I drew something


..wait, you can't see it. I tried to scan th sketch but my scanner it freakin retarded like hell and is BLIND.

Also the sketch book I drew it in, it pretty big so it doesn't fit that well. I'll just have to finish and ink it first before ripping the page out and scanning it that way. *sigh*


Oh ya. Its a picture of Kari... >:3 sweet sweet sweet sweeeetttt

...with a doll. D:

They special ball joint dolls that are rather big and very expensive.. their not made of plastic after all, their like resin or porslyn (Idk how to spell, Rawr), just a very more secure harder type that doesn't break easily I think.

..There is one... that I want.. out of them all... its a Luts Delf type and his names El.. D:

[link]

He's so beautiful.. D:

But he costs like a little over $600... and then with the hair, eyes, clothes, and accecories I want, make it altogether cost around $800.... if I deside not to get some stuff and just the things I need, it would still at least cost arounf $700 u_u least I think so..

So I need to save up $800 and I'm like poor *cries*


Its going to take me over a year to save up for him.. 2 years if no one helps me.. and when I say that I'm not asking for donations here really, that'd be stupid/selfish of me, but I mainly mean like I hope my mom and family give me money for my birthday and christmas instead of items.. D:



so ya..wish me goodluck... Dx





Also I'm sorry I haven't been submitting any art, I've been having a really bad artists block and I can't even draw for myself u_u



god I'm going to die I want a luts delf doll so badly Dx

I was thinking, I was looking though other artists profiles and galleries, and most everyone I watch has some kind of I.D. for their profile...

<_<


>_>


Well I envy everyone now. xD But its because I'm lazy for 1, and 2, I have no imagination for design really.

SO... my reandom thought was, If I had a contest... for who ever made me the best I.D. for my profile, with Any characters and designs and stuffs in it... Would get something from me for free.. xD

Like, you wouldn't right my info down on the ID, but leave a space somewhere so I can type it in after.

With that thought, would anyone join? *waits and only hears crickets chirping*


>_> ya, well.. I really like to know.


BTW I still have my kanzashi pins and bobipins... > they could be prizes too... or I could do requests. and stuff.


OH YA! Anyone got a NeoPet account?? xD; I'm so lame like that, BUT I GOTTA KNOW!


OK I'm done. x3 *runs off to bed*

wait... NUUUU!!! *falls to knees dramatically*



ok, sorry xD

I had the weirdest dream last night.. I had a dream that I came online to DA and suddenly realize someone payed a subscription for me so I had all the special features and could decorate my journal! I was like OMG! Who was stupid enough to waste there money on me like this? xD;;; *celebrates and starts designing*


The dream was so real, I got up and went online just now to look at my account and it says near the messages "No Subscription" .... OMG NOOOOOO!! .... xD *rolls around on the floor*


Har har har, sorry guys, I'm so retarded most times.



Ok, besides that, I had a blast at Anime Boston, but missed meeting up with my fellow guild members because everyone got LOST! Mwaha, oh well, I had lobster instead. I got a keyblade! and kitty ears. and and... um... Yaoi manga xD *rolls around on the floor again*

I Also got to buy my Pokemon pearl that last day at the con in the dealers room for nearly $10 dollars cheaper than in the stores, and probly almost got the last one. (or I'd like to think, I had alot of luck like that xD most the figurines I got were the very last ones). Whats also awesome is that me and my mom went to the line to go to the Anime Live Chess Game an hour and a half early, and we got the 4th row!! I'm talking about huge main stage room with balcony seatings too. Ya! It was the awesomeness.

While waiting in the hallway though, my god people are crazy. There was this girl holding a box thing and going up and down the line saying "Taouch it! Touch it for Kadaj!" and everyone started yelling Kadaj's name. My gawd... xD There was also this girl and her friends walking up and down the hall and the one girl was blindefolded being lead by her friends and she was yelling out "MARKO!?" and almost every single person at the hall was yelling "POLO!!!", it was so freakin funny and entertaining.



OH YA something I forgot to mention last week before I left to the con, or at least I think I forgot. I FINALLY GOT MY KITSUNE MASK ON GAIA ONLINE!! WEEEE!!!


Ok I'm done for now. *poofs away*